Not funny anymore.

Overslept by one hour today, and all I'm doing right now is crying about how I don't want to do this.
I know I want to, but it feels like everything is against me, and that I've lost all hope of actually succeeding.
I'm so cranky all the time, It's not even funny.
I don't even wanna write in this stupid blog.
I'm gonna go and think about how stabbing myself would feel better than this. D: